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Ever had that feeling where you have everything going for ya, but something is still not there?

I dunno, I've felt like this for about a month or so now. I guess so many people have been taken away from my life.

I have moved throughout my 15 and a half years of my life, 7 times. Can you imagine how many friends I've lost throughout then? I'm not lucky like some people, they have family live in the same town as them. My closest family is my grandma who lives 8 hours away, and my farthest is in South Korea. Yey.

During those times I've moved, they too have moved frequently. That's what happens living on a military base. You live in a neighborhood where people move all the time because that's what enlisted military people do. It's almost IMPOSSIBLE not to move from the base you live on after 5 years. So it was either, someone moved or you moved.

South Korea was not a place where I had real good friends. In fact, my 6th grade class (not just a couple of students, THE WHOLE CLASS) played a dirty DIRTY trick on me and I don't feel like talkin' about it.

In Crestview, I feel happy. I've been here for 4 years now, and thank god, I don't think I'm moving. But other people are. Some went to another school, some are actually moving to another state. Katelan has left forever...that one hurts. A lot.

I don't know what I am missing in my life, but maybe it's the fact so many people have left, I can't take another leaving. Feh.

On good notes, Kiwi let me borrow her GTO tapes. Holy f**kin cow, they're hilarious! But not only that, it makes me want to have a teacher like GTO, like she too has mentioned before. One of the episodes made me want to violently attack the tv, and nearly made me cry with anger. It's cuz it sorta reminded me of someone, so yeah...

But the theme song is catchy catchy catchy. And I likes. I hear there are two types of intros, and I'm almost to it. I've seen about 15 eps so far in one day..

Whoohoo. I've got to go to the commissary.. Yay! Ok, I've been getting happy to go to wal-mart and things like that lately. I REALLY need to go out more. My own family hasn't been out together in ages. With my dad's college and work, me and my brother's school, and my mom's work on the weekends, we hardly ever go out on the weekends ever.

Gaaaaaah, I feel so bleh now. Here's a personality quiz. Expect maybe a very very very long survey XD